you already have a trump card and you aren’t even paying attention to it. she loves you. maybe it’s not the love you want, but it’s one hell of a start. i know things can be scary sometimes, but if take a chance, you can be rewarded. i know it’s risky. i’ve done some really stupid things, and i’ve had to live with what happened.
You think of your dad.
but i know without a doubt that things will work out. you just have to sometimes be willing to risk everything.
A look of confidence gleams in your eyes, though the effect is somewhat diminished by the fact that you’re about twenty degrees off in terms of your angle to John.
That’s probably the right way to approach the matter. All I can do is hope for the best, and know that whatever ultimately happens that she’ll still care for me.
You smile much more placidly.
Thank you again, John, for everything.
(Source : orphiste-blog)
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