biologistofectoplasm:

yeah, you are so right about that, rose. it’s actually kinda funny, looking at other alternates and see just who i might be right now, if i did this instead of that, but i guess it makes me pity them sometimes, when they do something… “wrong”? or be a bit jealous when something awesome is happening to them and not me because i was stupid.

for now i just talked with other people about good books to start studying something. that is going pretty well, i think. i also need to check some stuff with dave from my timeline before seriously considering other stuff. but yes, rose, i really appreciate that!

Trust me, John, I completely understand that sentiment of jealousy over other versions of oneself.  And the pity too, I suppose, given how often I’ve seen iterations of Rose Lalonde become tools of the axis of the Furthest Ring.  It’s honestly sometimes disturbing, and part of me often wishes that I couldn’t see those possibilities.  I think I’d be happier with my own location and lot if that were the case.

You’re quite welcome.  I do hope that your own endeavors to that end turn out successfully, and don’t ever hesitate to ask questions about any possibilities that you might be entertaining.